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A case of the wants.

Why does this happen? Why do I WANT so much?

I have a case of the wants. Like...really really bad. I want everything...and I want it now. I want the best clothes, shoes, jewelry, accessories for my house, furniture, etc. I also want to travel and never miss out on anything with my friends.

MAKE IT STOP.

I don't want to come across as this awful, shallow person who is extremely materialistic, b/c I'm really not. Obviously, I can't HAVE all that I want and I have never gotten ALL that I want. (and of course, we all have different ideas of this because we were all raised differently with different values, financial situations, etc.) I have plenty of friends who just don't get into "designer" clothes, shoes, etc. like I do. WHY me? Why do I have to WANT this stuff so much? My heart pitter patters whenever I go to the home pages of Tory and Milly...dresses, bathing suits, bags, shoes...I want it all. Why is MY piperlime cart LOADED (I keep adding more and more everyday)...THREE new pairs of nude shoes...who really needs that? NOT ME. But, I sure want them! ( Of course, I will not be getting everything I want...money don't grow on trees people!!!) I get overly excited when browsing PB, Ballard Designs, Southern Living...immediately decorating new areas of my house in my head.

I am extremely grateful for everything in my life, I really am. I realize that I am extremely lucky to have a job, a house to call my own, a car that runs, food to eat, etc. Why can't that be enough? I know I'm not the ONLY one out there who feels this way! I think my generation expects much, much more than anyone before us, *my parents remind me of this constantly*. I do work hard, and I do contribute to society thru charitable contributions, etc. (just trying to let y'all know I'm not some sort of worthless, lazy, spoiled brat! Cuz' I'm definitely NOT!) I wish I could cure this constant "want" that I get. Why am I the one who loves to decorate her house, have cute clothes, and go out all the time! I need to just focus on ONE of these activities....but which one!?!

I get so mad at myself sometimes over this desire I have to have so much. I AM 100% happy. I have things, lots of them. I have love, lots of it. I have fun, LOTS of it:) Why do I get such a "want" for more? Okay, enough ranting...I just had to put that out there. I'm going to make a valiant effort to stop so much wanting and appreciate all that I have.

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